Fire (former Muslim)
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Testimony of Leaving Islam
To begin with I was so called Muslim my whole childhood but I don't think there's such thing as a Muslim kid because a kid don't know about religion or anything he just swallows anything that he's told by the adults he trusts. Anyway , I left religion totally about 1 year ago but did some deep research and thought and after a lot of doubts. I'm 17 , I never afraid , I did for like a month but I was 8 years old then stopped after I got sick ( oh I pray for him and this is how he repays me?) I was like. I lived away from religious thinking since then but always considered myself as a Muslim and defended Islam once on the Internet and stuff, but for the two years I've been living in doubt and did research until I finally gave it up as I said 1 years ago.
I decided to keep it a secret since anyone who leaves Islam to another belief here goes directly to jail for years maybe forever no trial no questions asked and it's an official law since we become a threat to the other believers we might "degenerate" them. My parents and sisters know I am not a believer since I confronted them and it's only a matter of time before my mother gives me the boot. She's so brainwashed and dumbed down to a point you can't imagine - literally stupid even though she's an Arabic teacher. Luckily my father just laughs when I speak about religious matters as he never prays. I think he doesn't really believe as the punishment for the ones that do not pray is praying on very hot fire stones on judgment. But my mother prays 5 times a day and believes in a sort of voodoo crap she's told by some ancient mentalities you can find here I hope they get extinct
First I found out that the whole story of Islam coming to morocco and north Africa is a big [swear word here] HOAX! They taught us that some of Muhammed's cousin came here and taught my people Islam and they all got convinced and converted! I mean Come on, that's impossible! I did some research and it turns out that they came and wiped off and looted any resistant or unbelieving tribe, and they found on their way after making their reign over north Africa - they madeit a rule that anyone who's not a Muslim should either convert or get out on the almohids region. That is, you can find the whole history on Wikipedia. Most of people think that north Africans are Arabs but they're not; they're amazing - me included.
The picture I found, of of god in Islam is as the all-knowing, all-mighty one who controls and sees everything, yet couldn't give a shit about humankind; and all he wants is to satisfy his perverted desire to have us as slaves, doing what he wants - praying, etc. This picture is one of a pure dictator, one of an arrogant, spoiled child who's too full of himself. No thanks! That picture was of Muhammad himself, controlling them like sheep in the nae of something he created. Also, I don't believe in any kind of religion or god and I find religion to be degrading to the human being - and rather stupid since it has no proof whatsoever - except some fairy tales that are scientifically impossible. Now why would god play hide & seek with us? He just simply does not exist. As for the origin of the Universe, I prefer to say "I don't know", but Darwin's theory makes sense since it can't be proven wrong, unlike religion. We should know better now.
Oh yeah; I forgot to mention that I've faced an assassination attempt by a ---- when he thought I was a devil. He didn't have a logical argument to refute me in our conversation about this fairytale character. Yet he only made me angry which led to me making him bite the dust. By the way, I hate Ramadan. I mean, come on! 1 whole [swear word here] month of not eating properly, nor having sex? What were they thinking? Next Ramadan will be my first one that I can eat all the way through. The rest of my family don't know yet though, and I'm not looking forward to telling them.
I was in sidi ifni, and amazing town, where the authorities, aka the Police and such, killed tens of innocent civilians who were protesting against their unemployment, and they beat the rest up very badly - but hey! That wasn't enough! They went through all their houses and destroyed doors, looted anything of value and raped their women including a 14 year-old girl.They lost their sick attack for the sick people they are. No gentlemen, I am not lying. When al Jazeera reported the news, guess what! The government denied everything and said that nothing had happened. Thanks to the Internet, there's a whole lot of videos and pictures showing the contrary!
Videos of the crime perpetrated by the Government:
I hate this country, I hate this Government and I hate religion. I wish I could leave but that's only possible if I become the first person to develop a teleportation device. Citizens in my country are like dogs, donkeys, filth that have no rights - and the Government has al the rights. They can do whatever they want with us. I laugh at every institution "made" here. They're just a joke or a place of decor: "Oh we have that!" But what's inside it? Nothing! Also we have to study Islam at school - from our very first year at school until you finish all your studies and put your license to the dust. Don't even dream of a job - talented youth with doctor's licences and architects are selling potatoes at the marked for a living. This country needs to be nuked and fast! All other countries like ours too.
I have met several Atheists online, who live in my country - and of course, they're keeping a low profile about it. It made me feel slightly better that I'm not alone - yet it's something I did expect. They're nice people; smart and good. My sister refuses to even listen to what I have say; closes her ears and starts making noises. It shows how open-minded they are.
Say "Good luck building my teleportation machine"? Hahaha.
I wonder who's more dangerous; one who doesn't believe in anything, or one who'd kill/die for what he believes? Whoever would kill a 17 year-old kid is capable of killing younger folk.
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